Don't know what to do...

Not sure what to do? I am still same. I can see you again but still having same fear and same thoughts that stop me from having word with you. This time its happenning again and I feel so helpless that I don't have courage to stand in front of you. The fear of rejection or something else, I still don't know. Didn't had a single moment that I never thought about you, when I close my eyes, I just see you. When I sleep, I just dream about you. When I work, I just think about you. I feel so bad that I just ask myself "why I don't have courage to talk?". The days are just slipping and I end up thinking more and more about you. Now you are back and when I was about to forget you, you just brought me back where I was.

Still don't have an answer ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 09th February 2010.

Are you the one...

Nothing stops in this fast world, no one waits for another, everyone is chasing their dreams but for me you are the only my dream. You are always in my mind. You are everywhere, because you are in my mind. It has been a long time I havent seen you as you never cared for me. You never realised why I always used to look at you.

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 30th August 2009.

Morale...

I heard them saying, when you want something in your life and things looks difficult, you have to give up your morale. It doesn't matter how much committment you have towards your goal but this world is filled with selfish people. People who always demand something from you, things that you care more. For them its just fun and satisfying their wild wish, but for you its like loosing your life. And still people continue to sell them. Sell their life, sell themselves.

I ask you one question, when you do such things, just turn back and see what you have lost and gained. See how you hurt, the one - you loved most, the one who cared for you most and the one who will never forget you. See what you have become now and see what you have.

You may be on top of world, but do you think this is what you ever dreamed for? Do you really think that you are satisfied now? You may have fame and money and people with you always blushing you, but do you have a real soul with you? Can you face yourself and ask a question

I have earned what I ever wanted.

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 30th August 2009.

Why I can't forget you...

What has left in life, is what I am facing now, the dark day and the lonely nights. I don't know why it is happenning to me, whatever I do, whatever I think and I find that I always end up thinking about you. Now it is hurting me as I can feel the pain, the more I try to take you away from my thoughts, the more I get attracted towards you. Every beautiful thing I see around, reminds me your innocent smile and the eyes that I never dreamed I will never see again.
I want to forget you, but I find that I have nothing left without you.

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 28th July 2009.

Why it is happenning to me...

I am not sure what is happenning to me. Why am I stil thinking about you? I know you will never comeback as you are not aware of someone is still thinking about you. Everytime I feel alone, I just think of you. I know I had a dream, that was never meant to be real. But now I have learned and trying to teach my mind, Dreams are dreams and not the reality. The more I think of you, the more I have pain and the feelings of loneliness. Why it is happenning to me

Why I can't forget you ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 18th July 2009.

I am still waiting...

I remember the day when I saw you first time. I remember the day when you last said Good bye. I never had courage to say something to you, but believe me I always used to think of you. I regret for the moments that I lost, that I never said a single word to you. But I ask you the same question, why even you didn't say anything to me. Why even you didn't thought of saying something to me.

I know, I have seen in your eyes, something that always made me feel like that you had something for me, something that your mind wanted to share with me. Then why did you left me, why you went away. I don't know whether you still remember me, but I will never forget you. Sometimes I wish I had a power to bring the moments back and free my mind in front of you. I feel so helpless as I can't find you near me, It has been a long time I haven't seen you. Don't make me wait more, as I will loose the faith in love with every tear.

When you will come back ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 28th June 2009.

Someone in my life...

I see people around me, searching for something. It seems they have lost or they want to get something. Why it happens, when you get friends, you still look for new ones. Why it happens, when you try to hide something from the one, you ever trusted more than others. Why you feel alone, that you still searching for friends and your wait is not yet over.

Why it happens, even after having enough money and fame, you don't find peace. Sometimes I feel, If I could have someone with me and I could blindly trust the one in my life. Without any fear and worries I would relax with you.

Do you really think, you are with the one you really dreamed for. I know you might have given everything that you had, but do you have courage to look into my eyes and say

My wait is over ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21st June 2009

Life has stopped...

It has been long time, or its more than a year, I haven't seen you. Things changed so fast, but for me, it was like I lost whole life. I don't remember when last time I had dream. There are no other thoughts other than you. I know I have lost everything and I can't turn the time back. Now I don't believe in dreams as they never meant to come to reality.

You may not know or you will never know, the life that I had without you.

No more wish, no more dreams ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 25th May 2009

I can't change...

I know what I am. I know good things about me, I know bad things about me. I lived the way I am and never cared if that would hurt someone. The only positive thing that I feel is that I never tried to show off and like to live in reality. I don't know how to impress anyone, I just want to be what I am.

I never understood why people change and behave differently to impress someone. They have fear that they will loose the one they love most. Why do they pretend and put the mask on their face. If someone don't respect you for what you are, then why you should care for that person. I know you don't feel anything about me, but I can't show case myself or try to be something which I am not. I don't want you to be in pain when you will come to know the reality. You don't know how much love I have for you in my heart, because you never noticed it.

Sometimes I feel If I would have changed and freed my mind in front of you. I would have expressed my love for you and made you aware as how much I love you. But I couldn't do that as I can't chage. Oh my dear, I just lost you. I cry for the moments that I lost, but I still feel you will come back. But I still don't have that courage to tell you about my feeling, my emotions.

I heard someone saying "those who have courage to ask, can get things that they have asked for". But I can't still make my mind and tell you my feelings for you as I feel I won't get you. I don't know why I like you so much. May be I feel so because I like the way you are. Never showcase yourself, just trying to be what you are.

I wish I could get you ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 3rd April 2009

Why it happenned to me...

You were so near to me, you were always there for me. Your charm, your smile, you were everything for me. When you came in my life, it sound so good that I felt everything is beautiful. I never thought I will be so lucky that I will meet someone like you or only you.

But why it happened to me, why you went away. I can't think of anything else without you because you were the only thought of mine. I never believed you were mine, you was with me, it was like a dream. The dream which was never supposed to break; but the day came when I lost you, I lost the entire world.

You went away and you left me in desert. Why it happenned to me, why I had dream. I had no pain, if we would have never met.

Dreams always leave scars on mind ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

You are my dream...

Though I can't see you now, though I never shared a word with you, I have seen those eyes hiding something from me. Though our eyes never met each other, though our words never meant for each other, I had always something for you. I don't know why, I kept quite.

Though I blame myself, I still have that fear of loosing you, though I know I won't see you again, why I still feel; I will. May be you have never noticed, but I used to see you in my dream, always near me. I have stopped dreaming, you know why, because my dream is you, to see you again.

I don't know whether you remember me, whether you think of me, may be because you never noticed that I always use to look at you, your smile, your speechless beauty. I can't hold myself for so long, may be I will loose myself. I never thought that someone could be so important for me so that I will forget everything around me. I feel alone, may be because I let it happen with me.

Come back give me life, from my dream come to the reality ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Most beautiful thing in world...

Can you tell me, which is the most beautiful thing in the world? Is it the seven wonders of the world or the nature? If you can't find out, just stand in front of the mirror and you will see it. Its your eyes, the eyes that help you to see the world, things around you.

Eyes tell you the truth. Ask any blind person the same question I asked you. You will get, the only one answer from them, they don't know what beautiful means.

Feel everything beautiful ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Are you satisfied...

It is the same old question, I am asking you again. No matter how much you earn, no matter how much people admire you, no matter how many know you, but do you feel satisfied. Things may look good, everyone around you wants to be with you, but is this an illusion? Do they really want you or something else.

I see people around me laughing, dancing and proving that they feel good. But I don't understand why they hide the truth or they are hiding themselves. I saw those industrialst - earning millions and billions, I saw those celebrities - living in glamourous world and havings countless fans, but do they have true admirer, do they feel satisfied. You may feel they have everything around them, but I feel they have lost everything as they have lost themselves.

You may showcase yourself, you may pretend how better you are, I just want to make you realise how helpless you are. Just stand still and face yourself, ask the same old question and then tell me, you are satisfied.

Can you cheat yourself ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Stranger in my life...

You came in my life, but we never had a word with each other, we never had a smile, we never expressed our feelings, you remain stranger for me. The time passed away and the day came when you said goodbye, goodbye forever. I wish if I would have said something, something about me or something about you, I would have never felt I lost you. But, still I feel, you will be back, back in my life.

But you are still stranger in my life ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

See you again...

Atlast a day came, when you left me alone. You not even notice, the pain I had, when watching you go away. I wish if I could break the barriers and could express myself. When you left you didn't notice me, my eyes, the words that I had and the feelings for you. But I feel it was me and my thoughts that restricts me as I feel I am not the one for you, though I can do anything for you. You look so innocent that you took me from myself. I feel so helpless as I cant see that smile. Please come back to my life.

I wish I could see you again ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Best Friend...

Many a times, we may call someone our best friend, the person who has helped you through tough times, someone who better understands you. And yes many a times we even introduce him/her as a BEST friend.

But, what do we really mean by a best friend, why do we categories our friends as best or just friends. I feel friends are friends and your true friend will never like to be in RACE to be your best friend. It is not a competition, where every person fights to do something for you.

Don't search for best friend, make friends ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Nothing without you...

There is something to share, my thoughts, my feelings and the most important myself. But when I found you around me, I cant. I never took an effort to express it to you. Though you are in my mind and when I close my eyes, I see only you. When I open my eyes, I wish to see you. Though we never share a word, I want to share with you every moment of my life, still I force my mind not to. I wish if you will be mine, but I fear if you will not. And so I keep quite, but still I feel I will loose as you dont know there is someone who thinks

There is nothing without you ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Emotions can be better explained with imagination...

Everyday I come across so many things, something good, something bad. But there is common in everything, It has impact on me and my thoughts. I can't find a better way to express, so I can relieve myself. How can I express myself? how can I relieve my mind? questions unanswered. But I found something new, so I can make my mind flew. Imagination!!!, yes its imagination expressed as a picture, better explains your situation. I found when I started drawing, I put myself into it, I saw myself as a drawing, changing myself with every shade of colour.

Imagine how to express Emotions ...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

I need change...

Change is the only thing which promotes change. Ahhh very simple but yet very powerful. This one statement says everything about the life and what we see around us. And the most important what we are. I don't know about others but what I feel is the most important for the change that I would like to see now. It has been a long time, I have been so static doing nothing and blaming others for my situation, but I need to ask myself and get answer and I know there is only one truth I need to change myself, my mind, my thoughts, as I know life is incomplete without change.

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

I live in a dirty world...

What I found around me? The people, the rules, the policies all made by the people to obey and to break. I found the people around me who are selfish, try to fill their pockets by hiding their dumbness, their ill brain. Trying to gain by stealing credits of others and still acting as superior.

The world has become worst for simple person, its like a hell. The world is a factory which daily creates evils, a human being is given as an input to this factory and its ultimate product is what we see around us or what we are. Yes its true, even we are the byproduct of this hell, though we wont accept but its fact. Though we don't cheat, never give pain to others, still we see what happens around us and just ignore it.

I know you will read and forget it or you may raise a question to me as why I wrote this. This is what indicates your mentality, the level of your thoughts, before coming with questions, see yourself in mirror and recollect all the incidences when you have seen the crime happening around you and when you raised your voice. You never care or you have fear in mind and yes that promotes this dirtiness in the world. And we blame hell as it punishes us for our deeds. Dont you think its perfect justice done by the god to teach lessons to those who make this world more dirty.

Truly hell is more beutiful than world...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

I am Broken...

I don't find people around me to trust, to believe, to share. I dont know whats happenning around me, I am broken. I feel so as I dont know the art to attract. I feel I am broken as I never learned to stay alone and now I have to. Is it a time to make myself strong and find someone, who will assemble the broken piece.

But how can I be strong as I am Broken...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Things are moving Fast. So I have to.

Its unavoidable, its natural yet its furious. It touches millions and billions life, It starts new era, it ends another. Its known as speed. Speed of thoughts, speed of work and many more. I find things are moving fast around me and I need to catch up the speed. Nothing stops for you and you should not stop for anyone. Leave the failures, live with winners, because they are those flyers who dont walk.

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Escape...

You end up working so hard, and you find that someone snatches your efforts. Why it happens? who is responsible? who should be blamed? Its you and only you are responsible for it.
Your first mistake, you give your 100% and you never care as whether it is being noticed by someone. And the people who can just weave the web of words, trap you in that web, take your efforts and just leave you, to experience the pain.
Your second mistake, you trust someone blindly. And then the trust makes you blind.
Your third mistake, your never try to blame someone nor you try to hide your mistakes. And you find yourself in darkroom.
There is no one who can take you out of this darkroom.

Be a selfish one, its not wrong...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Dreams May Shatter...

It takes time to get your goals. You may face the obstacles, while getting your dreams come alive. Things may go wrong, dreams may shatter. Have faith, in yourself, as there is no one in the world who can support you as strong as you can yourself.

You know who you are, and your abilities, no one can define them no one can rate them. Only you can restrict or flourish them. You make a matrix, you define the limits.

Welcome to illusionary world.

Challenge Your self....

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.

Life is Challenge!!!

Every moment of your life makes difference to others. It touches someones heart willingly or unwillingly. Our act leaves footprints. Our ambition makes difference. Innovation happens not due to miracles, it happens because we challenge life. You are your best competitor. You are the GLADIATOR.

Lets Accept it...

Posted by Your Friend Comments(0) 21.02.